pwincess

2008-10-29T18:27:00.002+08:00

Have not visited my blog for months.Alot of things had happen though.Been working and trying to put myself back together.I guess I m better now.Bt I look much better way be4.Hahaha!I look much gorgeous with long hair,good skin.Omg!I have to do something bout it.Hee!Starting doing it already.MuahZZZZZz!This is how i look like now.Not to bad uh!

2008-04-03T12:20:00.003+08:00

We having DIY pedicure at my dads country club.Penny and Arghie is adorable.
Arghie is acting like a big boss and let Penny do all the work.Haha!We laugh,we joke
having a blast evening.*hugs and kisses*for everyone.

2008-04-01T16:20:00.002+08:00

Out of sudden i miss her so much.....bt i can keep thinking.I need to be strong.
I m so sick of this.The fact is she gone.

2008-03-28T14:05:00.003+08:00

Its been a long time i updated my blog.Now i have too.....cuz alot things have happen.
Especially the girl i love,left....its been 2weeks though bt i cant seem to forget.I cant seem
to except the fact that she really left bt I have too... sometime soon.I dont how is easy for her jus to forget everything.*sigh*where as its hard 4 me.I regret of assuming stuff that wasnt true.bt it to late.*sigh*

2007-06-06T12:31:00.000+08:00

Get away from me!!!!Arggh.I direct my own fucking life.I lead it this way.

2007-05-23T13:16:00.000+08:00

It been a long time i blog.Been busy with my fuck up life.Lots of things had happen.
I make a mess out of it.All i can do right now is just to watch and see where it ll lead too.
My course is ending soon this coming Saturday.I havent plan a single shit for my portfolio.
hmmmm.....have to start looking for a job.I cant let myself stay hme and do nothing,plus listen to my mom nag all the time.It make me sick.C ya.muackx

2007-04-04T21:50:00.000+08:00

I m back from my sadness n hurtful days.I miss her lots though.Bt i dont understand y must she do this to me.There lots question to be answer.Bt i dont seem to get the answer.Ok anyway it been 2weeks now fromthe breaking up & in school.I cant seemto forget her & school i cant gt the eye shadow right.Its either i apply it wrongly or the colour doesnt blend.Have to keep practicing.Shit!!When can i gt it right???

2007-03-24T22:59:00.000+08:00

My feet are aching.Been standing & walking all day.The day was fine bt a lil bit piss off.Went to to Cheerobics today.The place was so crowded with ppl.Plus is so sunny.I have to find a place to sit while waiting for Sylvia.Guess who i saw??Hana.Scumbag!Why must she always be tagging along with my gf?Why is everything bout Hana?Does she have her own life?I didnt bother to sae Hi its wasting of time.I didnt even talk to my own gf.Stupid shit.After she went off with my gf.Me& Sylvie find a spot to watch the cheer comp.It so crowded that i have to squeeze in.There bout 10 teams i cant remember the teams name except for Magnum,Alpha,Blazer,Denvers,Aces & etc.They really do quite well for their perfomance.Bt there only one champ which is Aces.They won & they will be goin to Tokyo to represent Singapore in a Cheerleding comp.After the thing ended,i went to SASA to get my school stuff.Went to Mac to get a drink cuz my fren Sylvie was thirsty & there goes again i saw that scumbag.ARGHHHH.She ruin my day.My gf ask me wher i go & what did i get.I did answer her bt she took it the wrong way.She scolded me infront of Hana.What the hell.I was so piss that i had to have a smoke.I did cry for a lil while bt Sylvie was there to comfort me.Met up with her Matz rape frens.There were so many of them.Plus they makin lots of noises.I find them a lil weird cuz they have no direction.First wen to Esplanade & have sit.Not even 15 mins they got up n walk to Marina Square & stop.Continue walkin & finally they decided to eat at the Hawker Centre.Start talkin to them & laugh bout lil things.Bt time pass so fast that they have to leave.They had curfew.It ended so fast that i have to go to cuz i have no one else.My gf is bz with someone else.*Sigh*

Sylvie & me

2007-03-23T19:06:00.000+08:00

Weaaah.....Hee.My first day of school was not bad.Only nervous cuz there other girls look better then me.LOL!I was kinda late for the first day bt reach there just in time.Cuz waited 4 my mom to order breakfast from Mac.Suppose to be there 15 mins earlier be4 the class start.To collect the textbook,shirt & the part i love the most the make-up box.Went i enter the class there already girls seated at their places.Bt i m not the only one whose late.There others who are later then me.I was right at the back.Put all my stuff down and get comfy on the high chair.Total there was 18 of us & one male.Amazing uh.There's a male student.Ha.After quite sometime,the teacher start to introduce herself.She been in this line for like 10 ten years.Cool uh.Today was mostly theory,learning bout the brushes,colour shading & etc.And double check the make-up box to see whether its complete.When the class nearly to an end,the teacher ask us to introduce ourselves.The youngest was 17.Most of the girls have weird names.It makes the teacher hard to pronounce.It bout that.Guess what i didnt do my workout today.Was to tired & was helpin my mom to pay her bills.Wonder what my weight?When can i reach to 48kg??

The Make-up box

2007-03-22T00:14:00.000+08:00

*Yawn*sleep and tired.My feet hurts.Back from Vivo.When to watch Teenage Mutants Ninja Turtle the sneak preview.It a free ticket from the radio FM.Went with the Ain Society peeps.The story was not bad.Bt was not my kind,its for kids.Ha!Something embrassing happen in the cinema i didnt know that i cant record the movie using my fone.So i did.The person in charge tell me off wen the movie already started.And ask me to deleted it.He didnt believe that the video was deleted so he check my fone.Bt he was dumb he didnt know how to operate it.So went the the movie ended i check my fone what i recorded was still there.Haha!Dumb guy.After the whole movie thing.Ath,Nad, Ihsan and myself went walking around Vivo in and out of the shops and taking pics of ourself.Bt Ihsan was grumbling,saying that he have to go home.Afraid that his mum will get piss.We want to make him stop,we decided to go back home.Out of the blue moon while we talking shits,he suggest to have out late supper.I was uhh.Wad a crappy boy.Haha.Had our late supper at the coffeeshop near Habourfront.Almost all the shop close.Only 2 or 3 is open.All of us have the same thing Mee goreng except for me i had Mutton chop.It was

superbbbbb.Heee.

Ath & Shan

Me what else

Late supper!Damn hungry.

Pretending to be Barbie.

Anway it doesnt end there,before i even went Vivo i get my hair done.Colour it with pink & green.It cost me 95 bucks.Cuz my the colour the turn out so they have to keep re-dying it.It took bout 4hrs to get it done.The hairdresser keep telling me my hair is to black,dried at the ends and somany reasons.I was like ya ya can we like get moving.*yawn*It time for me to go to bed.nites.

My new hair do!

2007-03-11T19:05:00.000+08:00

I m crashing.I cant believe what you have said.For the entire 1 year you will nvr suggest for us to take a break.How big or small the prob is.Bt i dont understand why now.If you really need a break up juz tell me straight to my face.I try to mend thing bt it wouldnt seem to work all you say was you are handling all this prob by yourself.It really crash me lots.I juz have to wait till that one day you wanna back off from my life.Nice try Dee.Thanks for crashing me.

2007-02-23T13:30:00.000+08:00

Fuck all of you.Dont make me as a scapegoat.Just because your eldest ugly daughter
lost her fucking 15 bucks,you use me,make it as if you really give me the 50 bucks to me.By telling me i can spent anything i want and giving you the money cuz i m not working.BULLSHIT!The truth is out you wanna see whether i m generous enough to split the money and pity her.Juz because she lost her 15 bucks.I have no idea what i m to you.
Your daughter or......I m getting out off this fucking life.
God why you lead my life this way?

2007-02-22T15:12:00.000+08:00

I m back from those horrible days.Ha.I m running of $$$$ which i hate

the most cuz there alot of things is stricted.Like i cant get my fav ice blend

mocha from starbucks, cheese cake from coffee bean,ride the cab home,

having dinner at air-condition restaurant.Arghhh!Now i m home,heading to

Bukit Batok Hub.Boring.....Got to go now.Lupp Lupp muah!

2007-02-18T18:46:00.000+08:00

All i can sae is

I M BORED

2007-02-16T20:57:00.000+08:00

Cheers!!! I m quite relieve now.I lost weight bt i m afraid it will rise up,I wont be goin to the gym tomorrow or Sundays except for weekdays.Tomorrow i will be meeting my long lost bestfriend for lunch.It been a long time that i met her.Ha..Surely there alot of topic to talk about.Anyway i need some rest.Muah.

To the people who celebrating Chinese New Year

i wish you a

Happy Chinese Year & have a Prosperity Year!!

2007-02-15T18:13:00.000+08:00

Fucking piss!!!Skip all my favourites dishes n even rice bt my extra kilos is not coming off.Is still the same.It been a week.Shit.I really badly need this extra kilos to come off..Argghhh!!!

2007-02-14T22:38:00.000+08:00

It 10.45pm i m back home.Fucking damn tired and pissed.Wen to the gym and spent 2hrs in there.Was so tired to workout bt i cant live with my body like this.So i have to continue workin out.Wen to Bugis after workout,and get my stationery at A"N"BC shop.The worst thing is i m running out $$$ and i hate it wen this happen.Once i get my stuff, wen to meet my speacial someone.And the story goes on......
Need to get ready to sleep now.I have somethin on tomorrow.Nites.

2007-02-14T11:20:00.000+08:00

I get a belated present from my elder sis boyfren.Is a notebook where this fashion chiq on it cover.Pretty nice though.In total i have 3 same kind.Bt it all different design and fashionable chiq.I have loads of notebook.Have no idea wad to do with it.Hee...Maybe i just keep it who knows one day i need to use it for something important.Haha *Like real Sha!

the notebook

2007-02-12T20:45:00.000+08:00

Exhausted.Wen to the gym for workout.It tiring.I spent bout 1hr in the gym.I manage to do all my workout.Usually there be to many people and i m impatient so i will just go off.After the workout wen to GIANT to get my elder sis 1kg of carrots.wonder what she goin to do with it?Maybe she goin bath with it.hahaha gtg bye muah

2007-02-08T22:59:00.000+08:00

It been a long time i updated.My comp broke down.All because of who.....?
Because of Me!haha...Bt now the is comp back to normal.I m so depress bout
my weight.I been working out bt there no result yet.So pathetic man.*Sigh*

2007-01-21T17:14:00.000+08:00

The dance yesterday was really not that bad.Only that they dont have the attitude like a dancer.They were not aggressive.Bt at least they try to dance with their fullest.The whole thing ended about 10pm plus.By the time i reached home it was 10 mins to 1am.I didnt really enjoyed it cuz there to many ppl and i cant really get to watch everything cuz it was to crowded.That all i think there nothin much to sae.bye love love.

do i look nice?

2007-01-13T22:08:00.000+08:00

I m feelin happy for the day.Juz came back from dance.It more organize.Taufik's frens drop by to help us with the dance steps.Every one of us manage to get the step correctly.It was really an effort.Ha..N guess wad someone special bought me an Adidas bag which i always wanted.Thanks ya love love.

The Adidas bag

2007-01-12T18:21:00.000+08:00

I m piss i didnt went to the gym for like 2 days.N it already the 2nd week of January.How nice is that?I been doing workout bt it seem there no result.I know it takes time bt it tiring to wake up every morning.Hmmm i think i have to be patience.Will just wait n see.

2007-01-08T20:59:00.000+08:00

Today wen to company my mom to Novena Square to change my lil sis shirt.Bought the wrong size.N we on to have our lunch at Magic Wok.The food not really nice.We ordered Sweet n sour fish,Kai lan,Wantan Soup and a plain rice.drinks i gt a lime juice n my mom ice longan.N chit chat along.Th e whole thing cost 34.It not really ex.We wen window shoppin n stop by at watson to gt my eyeliner n my mom's supplement.Since it already 4.45pm we have to my fetch my lil bro from sch.We took a cab to his school.While wating i pack all the stuff we bought.N it was 5pm my bro is out n he look exhausted.ha.Ha.So much of playin.Wen back home bt i didnt stop there i procced to the gym.Cuz i cant stand my ove fat body.ha.Now i feeling so tired.To lazy to get my shower.Bt i need some rest.tata.muah

2007-01-07T22:17:00.000+08:00

i m back i m exhausted.Wen to BBE to prepare for the Graduation.Was in charge in taking attendance.The whole thing was really draggy cuz some of them didnt come on time.Me and Taufik was hungry halfway.ha.and make Kak Yati belanja us fries.plus we have to get up on the stage for our cert.n sing along.bt the whole thing was really dead.bt i still have fun taking pic with my mates.i m going get my nap now.nitez.ZzZzZ

the boys relaking.haha

me in the loo

cant wait to apper on the stage

my beloved Kak Azzimah

2007-01-06T21:58:00.000+08:00

LOSER!!!!

2007-01-04T22:56:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year 2007!ha i know it quite out dated.bt who cares.N guess wad i cant wait till my Make Up course start it in three months time.bt be4 that i have to lose weight to look good.i have been sayin for so many times bt still the same.For now i have to relly work hard on it to get the in shape.hmmm that a hard one.

*i would want my body to turn out like this*

2006-12-18T06:52:00.000+08:00

it bee n a long time i didnt update i was busy with my own stuff.had to atten to cheerleading and coach workshop for the past five days.it was tirin though.the saddest thing was i didnt pass the test for the coach class 1.anyway it ok can always try again.my tiring days it not over yet right now, i have to go for camps till 22nd Dec.so draggy and lazy ha.have nothing much to talk about now.guess i hve to just log off bye.muah

2006-11-18T22:24:00.000+08:00

omg!i m back at last.i m exhausted,was out the whole day.went for Salam Lebaran at Orchid Country Club.the event start at 2pm till 5pm bt i must be there at 9.30am. to help pack the door gifts for the guest.it like a thousand of it.and my task was to usher the guest to their respective table.it tiring cuz i have to stand at the doorway till all the guest are fully seated.and their special guest was Ari Wibowo,artist from indonesia.Hmmm... and i m now fcukin pissed.have to get some sleep.nitez

us in the ladies getting ready

the girls left & right juz gt to know them

plus i had a hard time adjusting my kain.

2006-11-12T00:37:00.000+08:00

hi!i m back home.i was out at 11.30 in the morning.Went to nadirah hse to meet for the open hse at kak azimah hse.Chat with nadirah mom till it rains.haha.the meet up was suppose to be at 2.45pm bt we were still in nad hse at 2pm.We taught we going be late so decided to take the cab there bt instead went we arrived there few were late too.stated time was 2.45pm bt it already past 3pm.it been always like this.stated ths time bt come later.and still we have to wait 4 pak yussof to end his meeting.they just dont plan it properly.i hate it man.shit.in the end i didnt get to go to kak azimah hse have to rush to the fashion hairstylist graduation night.it held at DXO.the place was cool bt to wait was uncool.haha anyway i have to go now cant tell you guys any further.bye

supposed to go to the open hse bt didnt was in the rush to

the fashion show

the host for the day

runway models

2006-11-09T00:42:00.000+08:00

Guess what? i cant fit in last year baju kebaya.Like OhhHh shiT! i gain loads of weight.F*** .Wanted to wear it 2 days ago fo raye. bt cant fit in.End up wearing nyonya bju kebaya.yikes i look fat.Wen raye with my cousins.Meet up with the them at 11 in tne morning bt end up with 3 hse for the day.They are shits k.Dont even know how to show the directions that we were going and end up in nowhere.My poor lil feet was screaming in pain, choose to walk bare footed on the roadside.haha at last i have to get new foot wear from the near by pasar malam.haha From high heels to ladies slipper. cuz it hurt my lil feet. n wasted my 10 buckz.
See this!

2006-11-02T18:41:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was my lil bro bdae.he was too excited.telling me that his bdae cake was in fridge.He keep pestering me to light up his candles so he could blow it off.ha how cute.his now 4 years bt his still wearing diapers.haha.happy bdae my lil bro.

2006-10-31T20:12:00.000+08:00

it been a long time i didnt update.since the day i work at the bazaar helping my dad.i had no time for myself.anyway adik nurul came to my hse for raye,accompanied with a fren.we dont really talk much cause we not really close.juz ask her where is she from?whether she still schoolin? and blah blah...she told me she's waiting 4 her n level result.Bit of shockness,cuz she and me quit schoolin in malaysia same timing bt she got her cert first.anyway it my fault too,if i hadn't quit schoolin i been waitin 4 my result too.i make decisions to fast.that my confessions for now. bye.

2006-09-30T00:00:00.000+08:00

hello i m back.damn tired work morning till night.sitted down there for long but
there not much people.make me feel wanna sleep more.my cousins asyura and her
lil sis came to company my loneliness.HA!We didnt fast today cuz so called we have
mens.drank bandung and corn drink.we waited till break fast so we can close the shop.
after closing we walk whole round of bazaar to find the nicest baju kebaya bt we cant
find the one that we really like.so decided to go back and rest i our fragile feet.N now what
tomorrow morning i have to start work in the morning. haiz lazy man.anyway nitez my lil
fairy will watch over you.muah

2006-09-27T00:15:00.000+08:00

Just came back from work.It tiring. Have to wake up in the morning to be at the stall.
Sit there for hours.There not many people.I didnt went to school,decided to stop schooling
bt i was half-hearted.Dont want to feel guilty if i fail my exams cause i m using my parents money.Someday i will find a way.Night.muah

2006-09-05T23:10:00.000+08:00

i juz came back.When to ubi driving center to apply for driving licence.I wanted to apply
for auto bt in future i can only drive auto car so instead i apply for the manual so i can drive
both auto and manual car.Ha bt i have not fix the day for my theory lesson yet.Wish me gd
luck man.Cuz i m kinda of blur cock.ha see you later muah.Hugs and Kisses.

my blog

2006-08-22T16:48:00.000+08:00

Hello this is my blog. I know it like kinda empty.
Dont worry i m workin on it.It will be ready soon.
Take care see ya.