Have not visited my blog for months.Alot of things had happen though.Been working and trying to put myself back together.I guess I m better now.Bt I look much better way be4.Hahaha!I look much gorgeous with long hair,good skin.Omg!I have to do something bout it.Hee!Starting doing it already.MuahZZZZZz!This is how i look like now.Not to bad uh!

We having DIY pedicure at my dads country club.Penny and Arghie is adorable.
Arghie is acting like a big boss and let Penny do all the work.Haha!We laugh,we joke
having a blast evening.*hugs and kisses*for everyone.

Out of sudden i miss her so much.....bt i can keep thinking.I need to be strong.
I m so sick of this.The fact is she gone.

Its been a long time i updated my blog.Now i have too.....cuz alot things have happen.
Especially the girl i love,left....its been 2weeks though bt i cant seem to forget.I cant seem
to except the fact that she really left bt I have too... sometime soon.I dont how is easy for her jus to forget everything.*sigh*where as its hard 4 me.I regret of assuming stuff that wasnt true.bt it to late.*sigh*

Get away from me!!!!Arggh.I direct my own fucking life.I lead it this way.

It been a long time i blog.Been busy with my fuck up life.Lots of things had happen.
I make a mess out of it.All i can do right now is just to watch and see where it ll lead too.
My course is ending soon this coming Saturday.I havent plan a single shit for my portfolio.
hmmmm.....have to start looking for a job.I cant let myself stay hme and do nothing,plus listen to my mom nag all the time.It make me sick.C ya.muackx

I m back from my sadness n hurtful days.I miss her lots though.Bt i dont understand y must she do this to me.There lots question to be answer.Bt i dont seem to get the answer.Ok anyway it been 2weeks now fromthe breaking up & in school.I cant seemto forget her & school i cant gt the eye shadow right.Its either i apply it wrongly or the colour doesnt blend.Have to keep practicing.Shit!!When can i gt it right???

Once a student,not anymore.
Blue,red,
white & black are her colours.
Chocolates,Famous Amos & Mrs Fields
Strawberry Coated Chocolates are
her all time favourite.

Theres alot of things she wanna do.
And wishes are not meant to say or tell.
They might not come true.

nurul
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